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Grief Cycles EP

by With Child

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I woke up reeling washed on the bank of a river on an evening lost in the weight of itself limp like a seedling deep in the muck how i shiver, how I arrived on this busted plane o, the flow of my own self has gone astray give it a witness Hemming and clawing I holler out "How'd I get here, So far from home and all the one's that I love?" A storm cloud approaching bloated yet weighless delivers a sheet of rain, an awful refrain: "You are fucked, you will fall down, get washed away without a witness" Soon I am seeing leaves on the rippling river and high aloft an old tree molting itself It bows to me and says "You're the spawn of my roots, dear. Thankful you grew, now I need you to know you will grow, you will blossom in every way, give it a witness Soon my cradle is the bed of the river The storm cloud claps and strikes the old tree down in the shadow of it's fall how i shiver a seedling becoming human again the maw of the cold winds won't blow me away give it a witness
2.
I'm having a good time broken wing on a crowded street i see there's a groundswell under me I'm having a good time in drifts a silent song in breathless symphony on a ghostly silence, red lights showering me I'm having a good time There's a tiny wild wounded songbird on my knee and an angel praying for peace crouching at my feet I'm having a good time crossing things off a list I wrote of things with no meaning I'm crossing a stream in my dumb dreams over and over I'm having a good time, I'm alive on this leaking boat with no guide I'm having a good time
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I'm a ghost k nocking on the walls let me in I'm alone, and I'll sing it loud I'm a foolhardy keepsake of the wind My body is broken the doorway is open there ain't no meaning, it's a waste of time I'm seeing I'm breathing I'll wilt like a flower inside I'm gonna go to a prairie grazed by the wind and bury bones gonna scream out loud I'm a foolhardy sweepstakes, don't let me in All promises broken the storm clouds are forming There ain't no meaning, it's a waste of time I'm vast like the ocean the doorway is open to all that is wild and lost
4.
I can see high above and far a lonely windswept cloud I'm at home beneath the tree under which we gave our vows We believed in a simple wild neverending song and the choir was YOU and I all along when the needle dropped O, the hiss when the music stopped haunts me This is a song about us I hope it's ringing true I know I'll always love you, but now it's time for you to love you without me I'm sobbing as I write this I'm gutted by this gloom I know I'll always love you and I pray that you can love you without me
5.
Oh thou that bowest Thy ecstatic face Thy perfect sorrows Are the world's to keep Wherefore onto thy knees Come weep With a prayer Oh thou that bowest Thy ecstatic face Thy perfect sorrows Are the world's to keep Wherefore onto thy knees Come weep With a prayer Mother heroic Mother glorious Beholding in thy eyes Immortal tears Oh thou that bowest Thy ecstatic face Oh...

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Recorded at home
Nampa, ID June 24th-30th, 2018

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released June 30, 2018

Written and performed by Elijah Jensen-Lindsey
except "Mother Heroic" written by Bjork Gudmunsdottir

Cover photo by Kristan Marie Paulin

Master by Jeremy Jensen

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With Child Nampa, Idaho

Music project of Elijah Jensen-Lindsey, an artist and carpenter residing in a small town in Idaho.

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